Thursday, October 17, 2013

The Microscope, part 4

This is the fourth part of a short fiction work, planned to be about 25k words long, set in my unique world. Updates should be coming on Wednesdays, but this one is a day late due to other unavoidable commitments this week.

If you are new to this story, check out the previous installments here:

Part 1
Part 2
Part 3

***

Felix was dreaming.  He was running down a long stone corridor. Cold sweat was drying from the wind of his spring pushing over his bare skin. There was a thudding sound behind him. Something was coming for him, and he couldn’t spare a single stride to turn his head and see his pursuer. The thudding turned to loud crashes.
“Wake up, lazy bones!”
The knocking sound returned.
“You dead in there, mate?”
Felix opened his eyes. In his ear he heard soft breathing. Marta, that’s right. The canvas shade above them was bright yellow with the light of day.
“What is it?” He rasped. Marta moaned in her sleep beside him. He felt her body adjust against him.
“Vic sent me over to tell you we’re breaking camp mid-day,” Jeffrey said.
“Mid-day?” Felix said, pulling his head off the pillow.
“Who’s yelling?” Marta said softly from beside him.
“Jeffrey,” Felix said. “Sorry.” He slipped himself out of the small bed of the caravan wagon, letting Marta’s arm flop down on the straw mattress. He realized he was still fully clothed, and found his shoes nearby on the floor.
“You figured out a plan for the meeting thing?” Jeffrey said.
“I’m working on it,” Felix said. He looked over to see Marta, leaning on her arm, her black hair falling in dense curls around a sleepy face. She stared at him with soft eyes. “I’ve got to go attend to some business I’m afraid.”
“You don’t think you have business right here?” She said, then yawned.
He looked back at her, frozen with one foot in the air, a shoe pushed half-way onto it. “Um…Now?”
Marta gave him a confused look.
“Let’s go skinny!” Jeffrey called. Felix shrugged at Marta. She sighed.
“Just see me before you go off and do anything, will you?  This conversation is long overdue.”
“Sure thing,” He said, and stepped out the cabin door.
Marta watched him go, then chuckled to herself after he left. “Men are such simple machines.”
*
“Hey Vic, why are we breaking camp so early?” Felix said, favoring his left leg, as he strode up to Victor, now dressed in a leather jacket and pantaloons and looking hung-over.
“Because the city guard told us too. Big, fat, angry man calling himself captain came up with some sort of official document this morning.” Victor spit into the nearby dirt as he watched a few hands struggle with toppling the large center pole of the big tent.
“You’ve never let them push you around before,” Felix said.
“We’ve never had to camp inside the city walls before.”
“Where else would we park?” Felix said. “Other than this bare patch of park here, there’s not a flat acre of land for twenty miles.”
“It’s their city. If they want to run out the entertainment that’s their prerogative.”
“What am I going to do?”
“About what?” Victor smirked as Shera, looking under the weather herself, approached with a few half-finished bottles of wine.
“Found these in the stands,” She said. “Got to be pretty rich to forget to finish your wine.” She handed him a bottle and they both took a drink.
Victor looked at Felix again. “I’m guessing you still haven’t cleared up that little mess, then.”
“How was I supposed to do that when I know nothing of the other thief?”
“That’s your problem,” Victor said. He took a sip of wine and looked at Shera. “That ought to put the knocking to sleep for a bit.”
“Listen, Vic,” Felix said. “I’ve got a meeting with the girl at noon-”
“How’d you get a meeting with her?”
“She dropped a note into Jeffrey’s pocket.”
Victor’s eyes widened. “She was here and you didn’t kill her?”
“I didn’t see her,” Felix said. “Neither did Jeffrey.”
Victor shook his head, and looked down at the dirt. “I can slow the march out of town a bit so you can catch up, but I can’t have us just wait around.”
“Thanks, Vic,” Felix said, a sarcastic tone creeping into his voice. “You got any advice?”
“Kill the bitch.”
“If I can’t?”
“It’s all I can do for you.”
*
Felix opened up his old leather backpack, set it beside his heavy locking trunk, and started packing. He threw in his extra set of black clothes, since his black hooded shirt from the previous night now hung in shreds below his left elbow. He set aside a few casual pieces for walking the town during the day, and packed a few tools of the trade he couldn’t easily walk around with: two fuse-lit grenades, a powder horn, another paper-wrapped gas bomb, some .50 caliber balls, and a set of lock picking tools.  He opened up the false bottom of his chest and withdrew some coins: A handful of copper cyprals of various origin and a stack of Datalian Argents (notable for the fact that the face side depicted the emperor rather than the church mandated profile the god Denarius, which made them both dear money or cheap, depending on the faith of the recipient). These he put into a small cinch-top purse and then stuffed into his backpack. He stuck five gold Aurals into his pocket. Just in case.
Lastly he set aside his set of throwing knives, rusted and dull from lack of recent use, but sharp and deadly nonetheless, and his old, well-worn pistol. He began pulling off his shirt, noticing as he did so dozens of tiny sore points in his muscles that hadn’t presented themselves in the events of the night.  He groaned as he struggled to get his shirt over his head and shoulders.
“Need some help?” Marta said. The door swung shut silently behind her.
I should do a better job listening, Felix thought. The shirt was wrapped around Felix’s arms and shoulders, looking like a great cloth cone extending from his shoulder blades. “Sure,” he said and pointed his arms at her.  He yanked hard on the tight garment and it slipped over his shoulders and head.  She threw it to the side.
“Never seen these scars,” She said, and ran her hands along his back. Several old cuts crossed over his spine, like the lashes of a whip. He wriggled under the light touch.
“Prefer not to show them around.”
“I thought men took pride in their scars.”
“Battle scars, maybe,” Felix chuckled. “I was just about to come see you.” He felt flushed, partly out of excitement and partly out of embarrassment, as he thought about Marta’s sudden pursuit.
“Sometimes you have to take things into your own hands,” She said.  She sat down casually on the end of the bed and smiled at him. He smiled back and rubbed his hands, nodding. “Are you going to finish getting dressed?”
Felix paused in confusion. “What?”
“Aren’t these your street clothes?” She asked as she held up Felix’s peasant shirt. “I thought you were getting ready to go into town.”
“I w-was,” Felix stammered. “But I thought we were going to…um…” he rubbed the back of his neck as his excitement turned into embarrassment.
“Your pants are making your intentions obvious,” Marta said, leaning back on her palms and nodding toward Felix’s crotch.  Felix quickly turned away to hide the bulge. “You can have it, but I’m not just going to let you bed me; you’re going to have to work for it.” She laughed.
“Well, what did you want to talk to me about?” Felix said, turning back and pulling his shirt over his head.
“Us. This.” She looked around.
“The circus?”
“How attached are you to it?”
“It’s just a means of work to me.”
“Is that all?” She crossed her legs, letting her knee-length skirt fall back a bit and reveal the flesh of her legs. Felix made no attempt to hide his gaze
“I guess I’ve made a few friends.”
“Like me?”
“Not like you.” He chuckled. “Well, you of course, but also people who aren’t like you. Like Jeffrey.  What are you getting at?”
“Just wondering if you would leave, given the right offer.”
“With you?”
“Possibly. Now might be the time, if you can’t get this job squared away. It’s just an idea, not an offer yet.”
Felix nodded. “More circus work, and not the other thing?”
“Circus work. I figure you know how to do the other thing well enough you wouldn’t need a ring leader in on the whole thing taking a cut.”
“Alright, I’ll think about it.”
“Good.  And don’t tell Victor.”
“Wouldn’t dream of it. Now, turn around.”
“Turn around? Not going to let me see the goods?” Marta said with a smile.
“As long as I’m working for it, you’re waiting,” Felix said. Marta turned her head away to the canvas shade on the window, much like her own. As soon as Felix dropped his pants she cast a quick glance to see his buttocks, and smiled.
“Listen, I’m going to stay behind for a bit to take care of this ‘K’ business-”
“‘K’?”
“Oh, that’s how the girl signed her note.”  
“I see.” Marta stood up as Felix began to buckle his belt. “Well, if it doesn’t turn out, or if it does, try to catch up with me first, and we can talk more.”
“Whose circus is it?”
Marta walked to the door and smile softly at him. “See you soon.” She closed the door.
“Damn you’re confusing,” he said to the door with a frown. “Beautiful, but confusing.”
“I heard that,” She called back from beyond the door.
“It’s true!” he shouted back.
*
Felix looked up at the sky.  The sun was still in the east. Few hours to spare yet, he thought. He sat on the back of his caravan wagon, huddled in the shade, and opened the diary. Who are you, K? Quickly he found a passage mentioning wine, and he thought of the fat sleeping man from the night before:

Denara 24th 435

Thank Althius for his gifts, he makes men even stupider than usual. Tested my belief today- that even a light alcohol like beer or wine can hide the flavor of sleeping powder- a few bar patrons. Quick results:

1 spoon, 1 beer- man complained about the 
bitter taste. Drank anyway. Passed out.
½ spoon, 1 beer- man did not seem to notice. Became drowsy and slept in a booth a few minutes later.
½ spoon, 1 glass of wine- likewise 
undetectable; woman drankand fell asleep 
later.

To poison a whole bottle of wine it should 
take about 2 spoons, maybe a bit more.

Hmn. Doesn’t seem to know what chemical she’s actually using. Felix flipped through a few more pages. This is like a little list of bad experiments, only their all concerned with drugging or hurting people. Felix flipped through a dozen more entries to another page:

Terrana 28th 436

Master would not show me the technique I wanted. He said I was too inexperienced. Prying it from his second was quite easy. If I get a moment alone I will practice it:

Head strike for debilitation.
-Striking instrument should be no more than an inch and a half in diameter, and no less than an inch, or the impact will either be too spread out or too concentrated, and result in death.
-Ideal is a pole or stick, smooth, with a flat-sawed end, about 2 feet long.
-Place one end in right palm, place other end between thumb and finger of left hand.
-Place palm on back of the victim’s skull, placing the thumb on the soft spot of the neck below the skull- this will find the correct strike location
-Quickly tense left hand into a fist and push stick through with immediate force
-If done correctly, the brain strike will knock the victim unconscious, but not kill them.

Below there were some poorly sketched pictures that attempted to diagram the maneuver. Not a bad sap in a pinch, Felix thought. I should copy some of this down. I wonder who “master” is. He’s probably not an actual spymaster, or this diary would be encrypted. Felix stood up and went back inside his own caravan wagon, intent on gleaning at least a few more secrets before the meeting and placing them safely inside his own diary.
*
Felix watched from the shade of the patio as people emptied from the great doors to the church. The bells above rang out a sounding chord. He knew that each god had a particular set of chimes that called to the faithful a service in their honor. Despite the remote location of his upbringing, his profession (which often dealt with the exchange of inventions quite outside the legality of church’s deities), and his general distaste for the religion of the cities, Felix had become rather good at recognizing the music for each god, chaotic though it might seem. This particular parish was dedicated to the teachings of Ferral, god of iron and fire, and it’s exterior was crowded with scenes of the stories surrounding him; stained glass crowding the buttresses and sharp stone statues depicted the gifts of his many crafts. However, the chord of the ringing bells was the light and ethereal seventh chord of Metearala, the goddess of wind and weather, who gave no gifts to man but the sails of his ships and the compass to guide them.
Odd to have a sea-centered sermon in a mountain town, Felix thought as he sipped his tea. Might be a holiday. He occasionally looked through the window to his left and watched the young serving woman, with covered shoulders in the fashion of the country, as she went from table to table, smiling. The sun was high above him in the sky.  His eyes scanned the church courtyard in front of him, but he expected to meet the mysterious K as she approached from behind.  He reached under his jacket and positioned the muzzle of his pistol, hanging in a hidden thong around his shoulder, so it would fire directly behind him. He pulled back the hammer.  The old spring moved easily. I hope it can still push though a few inches of cloth and make a spark. Minutes ticked away as he sipped the tea.
“You’re easier to sneak up on than that great oaf at your little circus,” a familiar cockneyed voice said softly from behind him.
“Just waiting in good faith. Or do you intend to assassinate me?” Felix didn’t turn his head. He glanced down at the shadow cast from behind him, taking in the gentle curves of a young woman. Her body position revealed to him the presence of a weapon- a knife most likely- held away from prying eyes.
“You speak of good faith, but I don’t see a microscope.”
“I’m not stupid enough to walk around in front of the church with something like that.”
The woman moved past and sat in the chair across from him. She was wearing a deep forest green dress, long sleeved in the custom of Minalay. It had decorative cream-colored lace across the midsection below a ruffled neckline which revealed youthful round breasts, pushed up on display. The face above the soft white chest made Felix pause mid-sip, sending drops of hot tea into his short beard. She was a woman of the Northmarch, pale and white with platinum blonde hair that was straight as an arrow. Blue eyes splashed with green stared at him calmly, their whites still slightly red from Felix’s gas bomb. Beautiful lips smirked arrogantly between blushed cheeks.
Felix realized it was the first time he had seen her in person. “What’s your name?” he asked her calmly as he wiped the tea from his lips.
“Why does a name matter?” She said. Without a word, the serving girl placed a cup of tea in front of her. She acknowledged the young woman with a glance, then turned her stare back to Felix as she picked up the tea cup.
“Just something to call someone by. I’m-”
“Felix,” She said. “I know. You may call me…” She paused for a moment, as if considering the which name she would give. “Kay will do for now.”
“Smart name, Kay.”
“I assume when you say that I can infer you also use a false name.” She grinned at him.
“Assume. Infer. You won’t confirm.”
“It’s fine. I rather like Felix. Sounds exotic.”
“Thanks. My mother would be proud.”
“Now that’s a lie,” She said. “So, where is the device?”
“It’s safe.  The journal?”
“Also safe. I won’t make the same mistake again.”
“Indeed.  Would you like your diary back?” Felix tossed the book out on the table.
Kay snatched it up. “Did you read it?”
“No.”
“Liar.” She gave him an insincere smile.
“What answer would you prefer?”
“The truthful one, of course.” She flipped through the pages quickly then threw the little book into her leather satchel.
“You’re in the wrong business if you’re looking for truth.”
“The truth is always hidden. How will you find it outside the business of the hiding?”
Felix shrugged. “What do you propose we do?”
“You give me the device.”
“And then what?”
“And that’s it. You live.”
Felix chuckled. “That doesn’t work for me, I’m afraid. I’m not the sort to pass out death threats, so why don’t I give you some more amenable alternatives?”
“Amenable to you, you mean.”
“And you.” Felix sipped his tea again, his hand steady. “How will the condition of your life be if you fail to deliver on this job?”
“What is that supposed to mean?” She frowned.
“Will your employer kill you if the job doesn’t pan out?”
“Should I say yes and invoke your sympathies? You just said this wasn’t an honest business.”
“What I’m proposing is that we split the payment from one of our sides. Which side depends on how vengeful each employer is, and how high the pay, of course.”
“You’re asking for a whole lot of truth right there,” She said and raised her eyebrows.
“It’s always hidden, isn’t it?” He put down his tea and folded his hands. “I’m willing to pay you for the journal. Right now: an honest fifty percent of what I anticipate.” He set two gold coins out on the table.
“If that’s honest you’re awfully low paid,” She said. Felix added two more to the stack, and put out a small stack of silver coins. “I might be inclined to believe that.” Felix put out the fifth gold aural. Her eyes widened at the sum of money stacked on the table in the open.
“What do you say?” Felix said. “I can wait here for you to bring it to me.”
“Or I could just rob you.”
“If you think you can,” Felix forced a chuckle. “Are you getting paid more than double this? It’s pretty simple, Kay. Whoever pays most gets all.”
The young woman stood staring at the large sum of money, sitting on the table out in the open. “I have to deliver the goods,” She said. “I don’t have a choice.”
“Then pay up.”
“I don’t carry around cash like that.”
“Then you’d better start,” Felix said. “I’ll see you at sunset. North corner table of the Bailing Inn, just east of the castle gate. Bring the journal, or bring your money.” Felix swept the coins into his pocket and stood up.
“The castle? Are you crazy?” Kay said with a frown.
“No, I just don’t want to worry about being murdered,” he said with a smile, and walked off, slinging his bag back onto his shoulder.

Thanks for reading! More coming next week.
          -DVS


Wednesday, October 9, 2013

The Microscope, part 3

This is the third part of a short fiction work set in my unique world.  Updates should be coming every Wednesday.




“The fuck is wrong with you, Felix?” Victor leaned back in the folding canvas chair, picking at the tips of his white gloves as he carefully pulled them from his large hands.  His broad brow was wrinkled more than usual, a bitter frown forming a “v” between his eyes. Below that, broad pursed lips were pulled in, buried in his thick, curly black beard. Shera, a young yet well-worn woman, that Victor called his wife stood to his side collecting his costume pieces and placing them carefully into a trunk.  The baggy men’s clothes she always wore made her look leaner and more flat-chested than what was true.
“Presently? A knife wound, and possibly a broken ankle.” Felix held the dingy cloth, soaked in whiskey, up to the scratch near his elbow.  The bleeding had slowed and scabbing had begun, but he had willed himself to scrape them away and clean out the wound.  The whiskey burned horribly, and Felix tapped into an old reservoir of pain tolerance gained from harsher tortures to keep his face relaxed in front of Victor.
“You’re lucky you ain’t dead.  You should have just killed the bitch and be done with it. ‘Stead,” he spat, “we got a broken piece of merchandise, which is only half of what we’re being paid to get in the first place.”
“This was a no-kill contract, Vic.”
“No-kill for Bartolini or other civies. Competition is always free game. You know that.”  Victor stood up and Shera helped him take off his jacket.  Even in his costume Victor still kept a loaded pistol tucked into his belt in the small of his back.
“I didn’t know she was competition till I saw the knife,” Felix lied.  Victor gave him a harsh stare as he slipped off the suspenders that held up his baggy silk pants.  “Besides, what was I supposed to kill her with?”
“A pistol, or a knife, or your fucking fists?  Whatever you got.”
“I don’t usually bring killing implements to a no-kill cat burglary.”
“Well you better fucking start.  Thanks, love,” Victor said as he finished undressing and Shera placed the last of his costume into the trunk with his colorful plumed hat on top.  Victor began putting on his simpler clothes.
“Things could definitely be worse,” Felix said, almost to himself.
“Yeah?  How?” Victor sat back down and uncorked a wine bottle, then took a sip.
“I could have brought back nothing at all.”  Felix stood, still holding the scratch on his arm.  He put weight on his ankle and felt only a dull ache. Not a break after all, he thought. Lord of Luck. “We also do have one unexpected advantage, which is that Bartolini will know her as the thief and not me.”
“Yeah the sheriffs won’t be looking to any of us for a change,” Shera said.
“She was probably planning on being disappeared from the city by now, do you think she’ll stick around?” Victor handed the wine to Shera, who took a sip as well.
“If she was getting paid anything close to what we are she’ll certainly have a strong incentive,” Felix said, “but obviously she won’t be able to walk around very openly.”
“Good, we’ll have a chance at getting that journal and fixing the item,” Victor said.  “Fixing this whole bloody mess.”  He took another drink.  “Be honest with me, Felix.”
“I always am.” Felix pulled the whiskey soaked rag away and wrapped the scratch in a clean cloth that was laid over the back of his canvas chair.
“That’s a joke, right?” If it was a joke, Victor didn’t seem to find it funny. “Tell me, do you think she knows your cover?”
“I recognized her from the crowd.  She was here. So yes.”
“Shit.”  Victor drank again.
“Also, she said something about it, I think.” Felix tried to remember.
“You don’t remember?”
“I was hanging falling out of a window.”  Felix began to tie the cloth into a make-shift bandage.
“You think she’ll come round looking for you?” Shera said. “You should go talk to Jeffrey.”
“This is my bloody business,” Victor said, glaring at his wife over his shoulder. “Need to keep your place.”
“Sorry,” Shera said insincerely. 
Victor turned back toward Felix.  “Go talk to Jeffrey, yeah? See what he has in mind for keeping us tight up in here, or maybe setting a bit of a trap. We need that Journal.”
“Will do,” Felix said. He started walking for the exit of the large tent.
“And Felix,” Victor called as Felix reached the exit. “Keep a damn pistol handy, yeah?”
*
“You put your foot in it, that’s for sure.”  Jeffrey, the troupe strongman, moved to the rear end of the boxy caravan wagon he called home and opened a trunk.  Inside was an assortment chemicals in glass bottles, powder horns, and small wooden boxes. He bent over to rummage in it, his massive shoulders filling up all the space between his bed and the table opposite it. He pulled out a small jar filled with a clear liquid and handed it to Felix.  “That’ll nock her out if you can manage to get the drop.”
“Ether?” Felix said.  He absent-mindedly picked at the make-shift bandage on his arm. “She’s a lively one, and a professional, I’d wager. I don’t think I could keep her sniffing long enough.”
“This is new stuff.  Chloroform.  Works in just a few seconds.  Don’t try to get yourself high with it either, it’ll give you hard knock like you wouldn’t believe.”
“Where’d you get it?”
“I made it.”  Jeffrey laughed, his bulk heaving. “You plucked a formula for it awhile back, and I managed to get ahold of the papers before Vic sent ‘em off.”
“Nice to have, but I still doubt I’ll get the drop on her.”
“Keep it just in case.  We gonna have to spend all night on the watch, or what?”
“We?”
“You think I’m gonna let you have all the fun?”  Jeffrey slapped Felix hard on the back. “Let’s see what other kinds of goodies we can dig up just in case, eh?”
They both turned as the door to the little wagon opened up and Marta stepped in. Her hair was down, falling to her shoulders in heaps of curly black locks.  Her makeup as also washed away, revealing a round and youthful face, perverted by a current tension.  “There you are,” she said. “I was worried when you didn’t make the final bow.”  She pulled him into a tight hug.
“I’m fine, just still working out some details,” Felix said.  He patted her back awkwardly.
“What happened to your arm?” Marta said as she pulled away from the hug and saw his sleeve cut away and a white cloth wrapped around his elbow, dotted with blood.
“Ran into some competition.”
“Did you get him?”
“Her, actually. And no, but we’re working on it.”
A momentary frown flashed across her smooth face. “Good. I’m glad you’re alright. Stop by my trailer before bed, would you?” She turned toward the door, gave Felix a fleeting smile, then stepped back out.
“You’re a lucky man, my friend,” Jeffrey said, and slapped Felix hard on the back again. “What I wouldn’t give to plow a woman like that every night.”
“Our relationship is strictly professional.”
“Aw, come on.”  A wide smile spread across Jeffrey’s stubbled face. “You really mean to tell me you’ve never taken the act to the old mattress?”
“Never.”
“Well it seems like that’ll change tonight.”  He laughed deeply again.  “You’re a lucky bastard.”
“Doubt I’ll be able to tonight,” Felix said. “I’ve gotta keep watch for our competition, like you said.”
“Hell, Felix,” Jeffrey said as he placed a few more odds and ends from the trunk onto the little table. “I’ll stay up by myself if you promise to take that girl to bed.”
“Why on earth would you do that?”
“Because I’m an excellent friend, and friends don’t complain when other friends get laid.  Now, where did I put that salt peter…”
*
Felix pushed inward the door to the little wagon, a near duplicate of Jeffrey’s, except that instead of having a small table opposite the bed it had a mirrored vanity.  It was here that Marta sat, dressed in a simple robe of pale blue.  An oil lamp sat near the mirror, reflecting its dull flickering light down onto a book that was splayed open.  As Felix entered, Marta’s head pulled up from it and she smiled.
“Glad you came, come here,” She said, and stood up.  She directed Felix toward  the stool in front of the mirror.
“What did you want to see me about?”
“Hold still.” Marta untied Felix’s simple bandage and pulled the cloth away as gently as she could. Felix made no effort to hide a flinch as the cloth stuck to the cut and pulled open fresh bloody areas.
“It’s just a scratch,” Felix said.
“It’s a lot more than that,” Marta said leaning in close to inspect the wound. “Let me get my needle.”
“I should’t need stitches,” Felix said.
“You’ll need a few,” Marta said.  She pulled open a nearby drawer and produced a sewing kit. “This is going to hurt, I can get some ether from Jeffrey if you like.”
“I have this. It’s supposed to be more potent.” Felix produced the bottle of chloroform and set it on the top of the dressing table.
“Let’s try it out then.”  Marta picked up the bottle and uncorked it.  She made a sour face at the odor as she held it up to her nose.  She poured some of the colorless liquid on a rag.
“You know what? It’s fine, really. I’m not going to need the-” When Marta held the cloth up to his face he immediately swooned, even before the reflex of breath took over, and the world became a blur of color: The faded blue of Marta’s robe under a streak of black that was her hair, the blood-red of her sheets as he collapsed into her bed.
Marta, using the strength of her compact body, was able to guide Felix into her bed while holding the rag to his face. After he sleepily let himself go limp, she pushed his legs in.  His arm she set on the stool to stabilize it, and after hanging the lamp above her bed, she kneeled down to the floor beside him to work.
“This is good stuff,” she said as she held the needle up to the flame of the lamp. She pierced his skin, and he grunted softly in his stupor.  When she finished, she reached under the bed and produced a bottle of liquor, and doused the wound with it, then dabbed it clean.  “That ought to do it.  You’ll thank me later,” She said and patted Felix’s forehead. 
“Marta,” Felix said with his eyes closed, seemingly in sleep.
She kissed his forehead and smiled, then ruffled his dark hair.  A sly look came over her face as she bent over and felt around his chest and pockets. “What do we have here?”  She rolled the anesthetized man over and found tucked in his belt, pressed against his back, a small leather-bound book.  She removed it and cracked it open.  “This is a diary,” she said, and sat on the stool under the lamp, letting it’s light shine on the unevenly cut pages. “Felix, my darling, why do you have the diary of another girl hidden on your person?  This just won’t do.”
Felix groaned beside her and rolled onto his back. “Marta,” He croaked again.
“I’m right here,” She said, but she was focused on the text of the book.  “I should burn this.  But I won’t.”  She smiled and read on.
*
Felix awoke with a headache to darkness.  He blinked hard.  Even the canvas covered windows of the wagon were black as pitch.  Everyone must be in bed. He thought about that for a second.HeHe th  I’m in bed.  He looked over and the darkness could perceive the edge of a soft round face.  He felt a small hand on his chest and curly hair on his neck, and realized that Marta lay against him, as if his shoulder was a pillow, and she was sleeping.  He reached out with his right hand into emptiness at the edge of the bed.  His left was underneath the sleeping woman.  Carefully, he hugged her with his right arm and removed his left.  He placed a pillow softly under her head and slipped out of the sheets.
He couldn’t see her well enough in the dim light to tell if she had in fact been awakened by his movement, but she didn’t seem to move.  He felt himself: his pants and shirt were both on, but not his shoes. I probably didn’t have sex with her. He shrugged. He felt the stitches in his arm.  They ached slightly. He frowned.  He was missing the journal from his belt.  He felt around blindly for it, then hit his head on the lamp hanging near the bed and toppled a stool than banged around loudly before coming to rest.
“Felix?” Marta said to the darkness.
“Sorry.”
“Why are you leaving?”
“I wasn’t supposed to fall asleep at all.  Jeffrey’s been up all night by himself.  Actually, what time is it?”
“I don’t know.  Listen, I wanted to talk to you.”
“If you wanted to talk to me you probably wouldn’t have drugged me, now I’ve got to go.”
“I had to sew up  your arm, stupid.” She bit her lip.  “I mean, sweetie.”
Felix shook his head again, wondering about the seemingly sudden shift in his relationship with his dark-haired performance partner.  “Hey, I had a little book- a journal, do you know where it is?”
“Why? do you need it?”
“I got it off the girl who tried to kill me last night. I think it’s her diary.”
“Oh, that,” she said with a flat tone.  “It’s in the top-left drawer of my dressing table.”
“Thanks.” Felix felt his way to the vanity and opened the drawer.  He felt the leather cover of the journal and tucked it back into his belt, up under his shirt. 
“Come back and talk to me before you do anything, alright?”
“Okay,” Felix said, not fully understanding her meaning. He found his moccasins and slipped them on, then stepped gingerly out the door, the pain in his ankle returning to match the pain in his head.  She’s acting awful strange, he thought as he crept across the central yard of the circus’s camping circle.  Soft moonlight in the western sky lit his way. 
Maybe it is like Jeffrey said.  Maybe she does really want me. He started thinking of the curves of the woman’s hips and buttocks, and the way she felt in his hands during performances, firm and supple.  He thought of her breast hanging out of her costume earlier, like so many other nights, but in his mind it became suddenly an erotic thing, and he flushed in thinking what more the costume might hide.  Damn.  I should have stayed.
“Hey there, mister lucky,” a voice whispered.  Felix looked up to see Jeffrey’s large frame atop an enclosed trailer that he knew housed the lion.
“What are you doing up there?”
“Trying to stay awake and watch for your mysterious agent-girl.”
“How did you manage to get up there?”
“You ain’t the only climber in the bunch, mate.” Jeffrey laughed quietly. 
Felix grabbed a hold of the bars in the small window slots of the trailer and pulled himself up till he had a hand-hold on the roof. He felt the wound in his arm.  Actually glad I got those stitches now, he thought as he pulled himself the rest of the way up onto the trailer.
Jeffrey picked up a nearby tea cup and took a sip. “So, was she all you hoped?”
“Who?”
“Come on, you can tell you’re old pall Jeff.”
“Oh Marta.  We didn’t, uh… do the deed so to speak.”
“Well, why not?” Jeffrey said.
“At least I don’t think we did.”
“What do you mean you don’t think?  Did she turn off the lights and put your dowsing rod in some other well?”
Felix laughed. “That’s a good one.  Let’s just say that I got a first-hand lesson in the potency of that chloroform.”
“You used it on yourself?”
“No, she used it on me.  She stitched up my cut, see?”  Felix held his arm out to Jeffrey.  “Packs quite a wallop.”  He knocked against the temple of his head.
“Headache?  I got something for that.” Jeffrey twisted away and began poking through a leather bag to his side.
“Of course you do.”
“I understand the ‘don’t think’ part now.  But you don’t need to worry about it.  You didn’t miss any fun; stuff makes your willy as wiggly as an earthworm.”
“Good to know, I guess.” Felix craned his neck over to see Jeffrey emptying something into a cup and filling it with tea from a nearby iron kettle. “I’m starting to think she actually cares about me. As in not in the professional sense. Though I don’t know where the affection came from.”
“Here,” Jeffrey said and handed him a tea cup. “Not gonna taste that great, but it’ll get rid of the hard-knock in a few minutes. As for Marta-”
“God this tastes awful, what is it?” Felix said as he tried to chug down the bitter tea.
“It’s called aspirin.  Now like I was saying-”
“Foul is what I’d call it.”
“Shut up, would ya?  I’m trying to give you some encouraging advice, friend to friend, okay?  Now s let me talk, you overbearing bastard.”
“Okay, go on,” Felix said and downed the rest of the tea.
“You don’t know the meaning of the word ‘shut up,’ do you?”
“It’s two words actually.”
“Shut up!”  There was a pause as both men chuckled. “Listen, Marta’s probably had a thing for you for a while, and after she heard from Vic that you ran into trouble, she got worried about those feelings. That’s why it’s so sudden.  Well sudden to you, I’ve seen it for months.”
“Months huh?”
“You’re a fool, you know that?”
Felix shrugged. “Near death experiences can do that do you, but usually it’s in the one dying. Wonder why she never said anything before.”
“You want your feelings to be reciprocated, simple as that.”  Jeffrey put his palms behind himself and leaned back. “You get faced with death, the prospect of never saying your peace seems a little worse than not having those feeling returned.”
“What should I do?”
“I told you what to do.  Now, I’m going to bed.  You’ve had enough sleep for the night, so you can watch the sunrise. Mind that front gap there,” Jeffrey pointed to a separation in the wagon circle. “I put a mine there.”
“A mine? Are you crazy?”
“It’s not like that, just a pop to scare ‘em, that’s all. Still, I’d pull it up before the others are out and about. Also, take this,” He picked up a musket that was laying nearby and handed it to Felix.
“I’ll keep it primed.”
“See that you do,” Jeffrey said.  He stood up and put his hands in his pockets absent-mindedly as he looked west at the moon. “Hello, what’s this?”  He withdrew a piece of paper from his pocket.
“What is it?”
“It’s a message. I’ll be damned.”  He handed the paper to Felix.
“I knew I should have skipped Marta’s,” he said as he unfolded the paper and strained to read it in the moon light.  “You have a candle, or a match?”
“Both. And you won’t ever say that to Marta if you know what’s good for ya.”  Soon light emerged in the form of a small candle.  Felix read the message, written in blue ink in long, fine lines:

Let’s discuss terms, one professional to another. Noon. Fountain square north of the church. Shop in the east end of the square. Under the west window. Bring the item. Come alone.

-K

            Below the message was written in hasty charcoal:

P.S. After seeing you at the house, I was hoping for a challenge. Slipping this note into the pocket of this fat mouth-breather sure wasn’t one.

“Hey, I’m not fat,” Jeffrey said.  “This is all muscle.”
“All muscle?”
“Mostly muscle.”  Jeffrey smiled.  “Listen, dieting saps your strength, and this circus is my sole source of income.”
“Soul source?”
Jeffrey laughed. 
“We might as well both hit the sack now, yeah?” Felix said and pushed himself up.
“Which one you hitting, mate?”
“I’m taking your advice, for once.”
“That’s a good boy.”  He cackled again as he collected his tea cups and carefully set them into his leather bag. Side by side, they lowered themselves off the top of the lion’s wagon-cage, the beast inside seeming not to care that his home was rocking back in forth under the weight of the two men.  They each went their separate ways.
Felix was surprised to find his heart beating as he approached Marta’s wagon.  Maybe I like her a little more than I thought.  He pushed on the door. Inside was a field of darkness. He stepped in, trying to let his eyes adjust, but he saw little more than black shadows against the very pale canvas cover of a window backlit by the setting moon. He softly stepped toward the bed and slipped himself back in. Marta’s hair tickled his neck. She adjusted slightly and put her arm back around him, but her breathing remained the deep, slow, steady rhythm of sleep.
Felix stared up, content to let sleep take him, trying to ignore the ache in his head, arm, and ankle as he tried to relax.
I wonder what K stands for.

Monday, October 7, 2013

A Little Bit on Anecdotes

I came across a plea today on Facebook, asking for people to send to a particular individual stories about the negative impact of the Affordable Care Act (ACA), colloquially called “Obamacare,” for the president who signed it into law.  I pointed out that anecdotes are not good evidence, and I had objections to their use as such, since I feel it is emotionally manipulative and therefore not totally truthful.  I was met by a lot of opinions counter to my own. The arguments were fairly varied, there were some ad hominem attacks, but most seemed to take my use of the word “anecdote” as some sort of insult, so I thought I’d write a short piece explaining anecdotal evidence, appeals to emotion, and the part I often see them play in politics.  Here is the post:


I saw it because it was shared by Julie Borowski, who does some great videos on libertarian issues on youtube, check her out:

I. Anecdotal Evidence.


Anecdotal evidence isn’t really evidence, at least in the clinical or scientific sense.  It is a story, or an example, usually involving a real person or a particular case. Moreover, it is often used in the place of evidence, supporting or intending to lead to a particular conclusion. Facts only become evidence in the context of a conclusion, like saying “smokers die of heart disease at a higher rate than non-smokers” supporting “People should not smoke.”  Telling a story about a particular negative impact of the ACA, like saying, “This is Dan and Rachel. Obamacare cost them $10,000,” is an anecdote; a story.  It might make you feel bad, but it doesn’t represent the negative impact of the ACA for anyone beyond them. I could tell you a story about my father being killed by a truck. Would you be persuaded to ban trucks?  It’s an anecdote, and isn’t sufficient for the support of most arguments.

II.  Confirmation Bias.

            Anecdotal evidence tends to contain elements of confirmation bias, which is a logical fallacy where one ignores evidence that is contrary to one’s argument or conclusion. The woman in the link was essentially asking for such.  She did not ask for positive stories about the ACA, she asked for specifically negative ones. If the stories were truly evidence, they would be neutral to the collector, who would then form a conclusion from it, not the other way around.

III.  Data and Presentation.

            Somebody asked, “What is the amount of stories of people being affected [that would] drive us over the hump of "anecdotal"? 10,000 stories?” (brackets added by the author of this article). The short answer is that stories cannot be evidence until they are put in context of an argument, and then, who would read them? When dealing with statistics it is the commonalities that matter and must be presented; the facts of the story are superfluous beyond the commonality they have with one another.  Here is a fact:

Under Obamacare, 30-year-old men face average premium hikes of 260%

This is data that would be common to all the people affected, including myself.  They may live in New York or Florida, be gay or straight, be black of white.  What matters about the data is the commonality that allows us to put it in context.  If I said, “I’m seeing a 260% increase in my health insurance premiums,” you could not consider it evidence that the AVERAGE 30 year-old man would see a jump in his premiums.  Only data collection can support that.

II.  Emotional Manipulation.

            Why do we tell so many stories?  Why are there so many human interest pieces on the news?  In short, they are effective, or the news providers wouldn’t use them. Politicians would abandon all appeals to emotion if voters did not respond to them well. That’s really what anecdotes are; They aren’t evidence.
            Is emotional manipulation truth?  The story might be true, on some level, but is the decision that is a reaction to that story based on truth.  Essentially it is not, or it would be made with reason and evidence instead of just emotion. The story does not create an honest relationship between the speaker and the listener. In fact, the speaker has made an assumption on some level that the listener will not respond to evidence alone.  At this point the rationalization for engaging in emotional manipulation is the ends: convincing someone of the correct position for the wrong reasons. 

IV.  Moral Arguments.

Whether or not the end justifies the means has been a topic in morality and ethics discussions since the dawn of time.  Those of you who know me know my opinion on it: action is always the locus of discretion in morality.  When you make an ends-justifies-means argument, or imply it through your actions, you are representing an entire moral system that moves the locus of discretion away from the actions themselves to the consequences (or intent, if you are a Kantian).
What is interesting about the above the appeal for stories is that they desire to show the negative impact (the consequences of means) of the implementation of the ACA when the originators consider such consequences as being justified by their perceived ends. They are essentially making a moral argument that the end does not justify the means while simultaneously utilizing actions that support the opposite conclusion. The moral argument is self-contradictory if you yourself are unwilling to apply it.
A true moral argument against the ACA is actually quite easy to make, especially if you use libertarian morals:

Killing people is wrong.
If you don’t get health insurance, the government will tax/fine you (for the purposes of this argument those actions are interchangeable).
If you don’t pay the fine, the government will eventually arrest you.
If you feel the arrest is unjust, and refuse to be imprisoned, you will be killed.
The ACA is immoral/evil.

V. A Fight With Mike Tyson.

            The left has been doing the emotional manipulation game a very long time. The image of the right as being heartless automatons is mostly a product of how good the left is at evoking emotion in people. Emotional appeal is their world, and you better be prepared if you want to step into the ring with them, because it will be like jumping into a fight with Mike Tyson in his prime. If you were wanting to knock them out, you would have a very hard time of it, especially in the health care debate.
This is ultimately the problem with exchanging stories: there is no end to them, and the listener is left to decide the merits of them on a one-to-one basis, rather than as a whole field of evidence. You can tell a very touching story about the financial hardships brought on by the ACA on a particular family, but the other side can merely tell their own story about someone who died because they didn't have health insurance (I used Chuck Schuldiner of Death as an example).  If you weigh these two stories on their own, and believe that the needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few, or that greater needs outweigh lesser ones, than even logically you will lose the argument.
The real argument attempting to be made is that the amount of pain inflicted by the law is greater than that it prevents. One can only make this argument beyond anecdotes, in the world of real, large-scale evidence.  You could certainly add anecdotes to real evidence, but what does that accomplish?  Either someone is persuaded by reason or they aren’t; I don’t believe you can add reason and emotion together and reach some threshold that tips the scales in your favor.

VI.  Summation


Define your position. Make real arguments with meaningful evidence and avoid biasing it. Follow through with consistent moral ideology. Make pragmatic and trade-off arguments with evidence, not appeals to emotion. Don’t resort to tactics that are intellectually and morally inferior to reason. 

The Mike Tyson reference is one I see used a lot by Stephan Molyneux, a brilliant libertarian philosopher, and it is usually quite a good analogy.  Check him out at: http://www.freedomainradio.com/

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

The Microscope, part 2

Part 2 of a short fiction work set in my unique world.  I'm trying for updates every Wednesday.

Part 1 here:  http://davidvandykestewart.blogspot.com/2013/09/the-microscope-part-1.html

            Felix forced his breathing to slow in an effort to control his anxiety and stop his shakes. Laying prone, he pushed his face into the soft fabric covering his shoulder to mask the sounds of his breathing as footfalls from the stairwell amplified in their approach.  He pushed his bag, containing the microscope, hard into his ribs and said a silent prayer to Prometheus.
“Of course my lord, tell me more,” a demure voice said.  Felix could see two sets of feet from the gap beneath the bed skirt. One set was clad in delicate shoes with a satin bow upon them, and a straight sock revealing a thin ankle and lower leg.  The other wore fancy men’s shoes with a bright gold buckle and the legs were clad in red hose, which covered a calf and ankle of exceeding fatty girth.  Suddenly, the fat legs disappeared and Felix felt the mattress above him condense down on top of him, pressing against the tense muscles of his back. The ropes under the mattress creaked and he slipped a foot closer to the edge to avoid the possible death that would result from their failure. He looked up and saw the little dog continuing to stare at him from just beyond the edge of the bed.
“Now show me some of that famous northern hospitality!” The man on the mattress said with a deep laugh.  Two shoes could be heard flopping down on the floor.
“Of course. Would my lord care for a drink?”  The woman asked.  Felix was now aware of the stench of the man’s feet. This hooker sure is earning her pay. He buried his face deeper into the cloth of his shirt as the aroma assaulted him.
“I’d rather have some coca. Do a line with me!”
“It’s not something my handler would approve of, my lord.”
“Bollocks to your handler!  You know how hard it is to get this stuff? And this isn’t some raw, shit-colored coca either. This is a rare treat I’m offering you here. I insist.”  The man cackled and after a few seconds it turned subtly into a cough.
“Very well, my lord, but why don’t we have some wine first, while our heads are clear?  The Duke of Fastia sent this himself as part of the gift. It would be a pity to insult him by not enjoying it.”
“You were hired to keep tabs on me then?  Bah! I should have known it. Very well, pour me a glass, and I shall drink to your beauty.”  The woman hurried the small dog out of the room (which seemed to gaze intently at Felix the entire time it backed out the door), then returned a moment later. Felix could hear a wine bottle being uncorked  and the wine bubbling as it flowed into a glass.
“A fine gift indeed,” the man said, slurping the wine, “I’ll shall be sure to thank the kind duke on the morrow. Now, I’d prefer to end the night with the finest treat, ha!”
A feeling of dread sank into Felix’s stomach at the thought of having to hide under the bed while the fat man actually tried to plow the prostitute. His fear (for that action at least) went unfulfilled as the man began to laugh uproariously, then slowly gasp, then snore. 
“That’s right, go to sleep you fat bastard,” the woman said, her voice transforming suddenly from cultured and articulate to angry and cockneyed. “You’re lucky I’m being paid not to slit your throat. Good gods, do you ever wash your feet?” Something rattled on the wall, then Felix saw the back of a painting come down and obscure the woman’s feet.  A familiar sound of  falling tumblers and turning keys filled his ears. “Here it is,” she said to (as she assumed) herself.
A thief hiding from another thief. This will be a scrumptious anecdote, Felix thought. He watched the woman’s feet move swiftly around the room.  Felix could hear the sliding of drawers and shuffling of papers and books. He knew right away that the sweet-turned edgy woman wasn’t any sort of escort, but was a contract agent of some kind. Perhaps she’s not an expert in infiltration. Perhaps rather it is personal…deception? He wondered what she was there to acquire, and if it might be the same thing for which he was hired. It was more than possible that the fat (and now loudly snoring) man had a few items worth paying a professional to steal. He also wondered whether the messy floor, littered with books and items, would give him away. Let’s hope she just thinks the mark is as bad at organization as he is with personal hygiene.
Felix’s anxiety began to lessen a bit when the woman opened the bedroom door and walked down the hall. He had only managed to find half of what he was employed to gather, but he was fixing up his mind to leave with that. Even though the delicate feet belonged to a woman, she represented the unknown, and that meant risk. The question picking at his mind was whether the greater risk was this small woman or returning to Victor with less than what the contract asked. There were varying degrees of reward for success and punishment for failure, and depending on the nature of the assignment it could be early retirement. If such a retirement would be to a villa beside a canal or to an oblong box would depend on the customer beyond Victor. 
As he thought of returning with merely the strange invention, he considered that this assignment, though certainly not a success, was not a total failure either. He had been told not to kill the target, which he preferred as a general rule, although clients rarely spelled it out for him as such. He had also been informed beforehand of the quantity of pay he might expect, and though he was always eager for a large stipend (and 500 argents was substantial, even for an agent as well-traveled as Felix), he wasn’t greedy. Partial payment may have not be enough to hope for, but all things considered, he thought this wasn’t the type of job, failing to complete, he might receive death.
He craned his head out to take another listen, and flinched from the smell of the fat man sleeping soundly above him. The faint sounds of hurried rummaging echoed from down the stairs.  He pushed himself forward along his belly, inching himself out from underneath the sagging rope-strung mattress.  He twisted around, his heart leaping suddenly as something touched his back.  Behind him he saw the little dog, sniffing at his waist.  He sighed.
The dog barked.
Shit. Felix heard footsteps coming back up the stairs. He took one last look at the bed, weighing his chances. The dog barked again and looked at him with a smile and upturned ears.  Cute.  Felix maid his choice and pushed himself the rest of the way out of the bed and stood up.  He quickly strapped the leather bag containing the strange device back onto his back. He took one last look around the room, hoping to see the journal, then dashed for the window as footsteps approached.  He no longer made an attempt at stealth, letting his footfalls patter on the hardwood floor. He grabbed a hold of the top of the window and swung his feet out the narrow opening and let himself drop.
He had expected to smoothly slip down to the narrow ledge below the window, but instead, he found his feet dangling over air as his torso, widened by the sack containing the hefty brass instrument, stuck in the narrow rotating window.  He squirmed in panic as the footsteps approached.  Finally he could feel the window creaking and giving way, and he was wiggling out. 
An inch.  Then another half.  He looked up to see a young blonde woman, whose pristine white face and green eyes he recognized from the circus crowd.  He wiggled some more as she ran toward the window.
“Gimme that!” she cried as Felix finally felt himself go free of the window.  He didn’t have time to put his feet on the ledge, and considered how he would twist himself into a proper tumble as he hit the ground.  He turned himself around, then felt a powerful tug as his momentum stopped again, this time just outside the window.   He looked back over his shoulder to see the girl holding tight to the strap of his bag, her feet planted against the wall on either side of the window, straining to pull Felix’s hefty weight back inside.
“I don’t think you have it in you,” Felix said as turned around and gripped her slender arms in his own large hands.  He placed his toes on the ledge, pulling as hard on the girl as she was on him.  He began tugging at her fingers, pulling them off the strap.
She grunted.  “You’ll regret this.”
“No new feelings there.”  One of her hands fell off the strap and her shoulder and torso jerked toward the window opening as she cried out.  Felix began working on her other hand.  A flash of silver drew his eye as the girls arm darted out the window.  Felix felt a rush of heat and pain as her knife cut through the cloth on his left forearm.  Warm blood began to flow down under the shirt, soaking it.
The fright returned.  He pulled up on the girl’s arm before she could attack again and bit her fingers.  She screamed and let go.  The suddenness of the release caused Felix to fall away from the ledge and window.  He bent forward and flailed his arms for some kind of hold, but inertia was unforgiving; he tumbled away from the stone face of the house.
Spinning about, his left arm groped instinctively at a nearby tree limb.  His fingers found a hold and an his body, now out of balance with the heavy microscope strapped to his back, jerked and twisted with the sudden stop of motion.  He winced as the cut in his arm opened under the pressure.  The tree limb sagged, then snapped.  He fell toward the darkness.
His relaxed feet hit turf and he tumbled to stop some of the momentum, feeling a sharp pain in his left ankle as he did so.  He rolled onto his side in an attempt to protect the delicate artifact on his back, but cringed as he hear it hit the ground through his bag.  No time to worry about that now, he thought.
“Fucking wanker of an acrobat!” Felix turned to see the pretty blonde face staring down at him from the window high above.  He paused to think a moment, then realized his hood and face covering were gone, torn off in the struggle at the window.  He looked back up to see the barrel of an old arcbus emerge from the window, then heard the distinctive hiss of a matchlock. 
Felix bolted for the wall. A second later, the gun fired.  A burst of dirt to his right let him know that the young woman had missed, and he silently thanked his god once again.  He jumped forward and pushed off of the wall with his left foot, suddenly shooting needles of pain under the pressure, and caught onto a tree limb.  He turned toward the outer wall and swung himself backward and forward.  Once he had enough momentum, he let go and flew against the stone wall. The tips of his fingers were only just able to grab hold of the iron bars leaning back out toward the street, but it was all he needed to painfully pull himself up onto the narrow row of iron rimed stones.  He contemplated jumping, but thinking of the pain in his ankle decided instead for a controlled fall. The clang of iron interrupted his train of thought as he saw a shiny bit of metal glitter in the moonlight just to his right.
“The next one won’t miss!” A voice from below said.  He looked down to see the blonde girl, a throwing knife held in her hand.  She maintained a proper stance as she held the knife by the edge, out to her side. 
Maybe I should take her word for it, he thought. “Then I’d better say my farewell,” he said with a smile. He flipped over the iron bars just as another throwing knife darted past his head.  He hung from them as he had when he had entered the estate, his feet dangling toward the street below.  He let go and tumbled again upon impact with the ground, doing his best to roll sideways and save the object in his bag.  He winced as he rolled along his left arm, the fresh cut given to him by his pursuer stinging under his sleeve, now hanging loosely from his arm.
He stopped and checked the wound. The cut was deep enough to draw sufficient blood to soak the cloth around it, but not so deep as to cut through the dermis.  He might not even have to stitch it up.  He thought again of the object strapped to his back. He wanted desperately to check it and see if he had damaged it; to see if all the effort was would be in vain after all, yet he knew he had not the time.  He came back to himself hearing the loud footfalls of plated boot-guards down the street, and quickly moved into the shadows of a nearby alley.
He peered around the corner of the building to see a pair of sheriffs, armored in dull plate breastplates and chausses with plane brimmed helmets, each topped with a yellow feather.  In typical fashion they carried torches, and one carried a long bladed pike and the other a brass blunderbuss. From where Felix stood, some forty yards away, he couldn’t tell the firing mechanism on the gun, but hoped the authorities of Minalay took the church’s prescriptions for firearm locks as seriously as the owner of the microscope.
Felix took a deep breath.  He stood on the opposite side of the house from where he had entered.  He hadn’t thought of an exit route in that particular direction, nor of any clever methods for evading the law.  He hoped he could circle around to the north, where his intended escape route was.  The girl knows who I am now, he thought. He watched the sheriffs wander around the front of the gated complex.  At least they’re between her and me. I should really bring along more than a set of lock picks to these jobs.
He saw the two men disappear around the corner of the high wall, the light from their torch faintly casting ghostly shadows into the street beyond.  Tensing his claves and getting back into his mindset for stealth, Felix crept down the street on the balls of his feet, staying close to the buildings on his left and moving quickly between alleys. He ducked into an alley when he saw the light of the men’s torch grow brighter around the corner.  He perked his ears and strained to hear bits of conversation over the wind.
“Telling you, Mudd, it was Bartolini’s house or I’m blind.”
“Sure it weren’t just a candle or somthin’?”
“Candles don’t go bang.”
“Well we can’t just walk in.”
“Of course not, the gate’s locked.”
“You know what I mean.  Legal-like. Robby, you hear that?”
“Hear what?”  Felix could barely see the pair on the corner, looking back toward the entrance gate of the estate.
“The gate.”  They trotted off in the direction of the mansion’s front gate, and Felix took the opportunity to cross over the corner and into the shadows of an alleyway facing the front of the estate. Soon after entering the shadows he realized it wasn’t an alley at all; by a trick of the light of the moon and the torches it had looked deep and dark, but the entire space was filled up by one of the narrow residences that clung into the free spaces in Minalay. It was scarcely eight feet wide, with a door in one corner and a window in the other.  Felix shrank against the narrow wall near the window as the two sheriffs walked back toward him.
“What do we do?” said the shorter man with the blunderbuss that Felix recognized as Mudd.  The pair were right past the edge of the house.
“We head back to postings, that’s what,” Robby said.  Felix’s heart quickened.  He looked around.  Above him was another window.  He pushed off the wall in another jump, hoping that the sill was deep enough for him to grapple.
“What if someone got shot?”
“Then they’re dead.  Either way, nobody’s home.” Felix hung from the open window some twelve feet off the ground.  He turned his head to see the two guards walk past the gap in the buildings.  Mudd cast a quick glance toward the door of the narrow alley-house, and Felix released his breath as they passed by.  He looked in the house to see a mustached man sleeping soundly in a bed pushed up next to the window.  Felix could hear him snore.
He looked back over his shoulder to see the torches flicker and separate past the opening of the house.  He lowered himself down, till he was hanging by his fingertips, Then let himself drop to the ground.  He silenced a wince of pain at the pressure in his left ankle. Doing his best not to favor the injured foot, he stepped back out into the street and hurried with as much stealth as he could muster toward his planned exit route.
He glanced at the front gate on his right as he passed, and paused a moment at a detail he checked out of habit.  The gate was closed, but in the gap between the bar and the iron frame a faint white line of moon light ran where the shadow of the lock’s bolt should have been.  He reached into his pocket and felt for a familiar friend and a trusted tool which took the shape of a fist-sized plastered paper ball of irregular shape.  Despite all the tumbles and falls it had survived, and he said once more a silent prayer of thanks.
They call you the god of darkness, deceit, and the forbidden, but today I name you Lord of Luck. Felix rushed on.  Surely she knows where I’m going by now.  It’ll be a foot race to the finish.  He turned the last corner and made for an alleyway.  A barrel lay sideways near its entrance, his subtle mark, placed in the daylight.
“Drop it, theif.”  A shock of blonde hair, shining white in the moonlight and falling down on an ornate dress turned black in the gloom, emerged from the darkened well of a door, standing between him and the alley.  In the woman’s hand was a flintlock pistol, trained on Felix.  He froze.
“How is that worth my while?” He said with a smirk.  Her eyes glowed softly with the moon to her side, which illuminated the gentle curve of her jaw and the soft lines around her mouth hinting at a darkened smirk. Felix pondered the image only long enough to look on her person for the book he was supposed to deliver with the device.
“I won’t kill you.”  She pulled back the hammer.
Felix began pulled the bag off his shoulder. “I suppose you would anyway if it weren’t for the sheriff in the next street over.”  He set it on the ground.
“Astute.  Hands up.” He complied.  She inched forward, her eyes staying locked with his, till she stood directly over the bag.  She kept the stare even as she reached down to the bag and with her left hand plied open the top.
“You’re a beautiful woman, you know.”  In the dim light her brow creased and her head tilted.  It was all the distraction Felix needed.  He threw the paper ball hard onto the ground at the woman’s feet.  It burst into orange flame and quickly became a mass of expanding smoke.
Felix closed his eyes and mouth and rushed in, just as the woman began to choke on the fumes.  He slammed into her, sending her splaying on the ground.  The pistol clanked on the ground as it fell away.  He bent down and grabbed for where he had memorized the position of the bag, found it with luck, and slung it over his shoulder.  While the woman was still lying on the pavement gagging at the tear gas from his hidden explosive, he reached up under her skirts.  He found what he sought, which was not the what most men aim to find in similar searches.  Tied against her thigh was a small leather-wrapped flat item, like a journal.
“I meant it!” he called out behind himself as he ran down the alley on his pre-determined escape path.  He heard the woman gasping and trying to call out after him, but he was already too far down into the dank echoes of the alley to comprehend what she said.
*
His ankle was an explosion of pain by the time he reached the circus, and dried blood caked his arm and sleeve.  The other performers were taking their final bow as he limped into the circle of tents and trailers, but he was too shaken and in too much pain to care much about taking in the prestige. He ducked into the dressing room. The lamps were still burning dimly as he slumped down into a folding chair in a bloody and dirty huff. 
He took a deep breath.  He plied open the cinch-top of his leather back and pulled forth his prize. The microscope looked strange and alien to him as he turned it around and inspected it.  He sighed as he saw the damage to it.  The top brass barrel was dented, and the lens there was shattered.  A small shelf below the lens apparatus was bent.
Might have to find an engineer to fix some this before we hand it off, he thought.  Luckily I have some notes on how it’s made.  He smiled.  He untied the string that held the leather-bound journal closed.  Inside was a poorly cut set of pages.  He sighed again as he read the first page, a diary entry.  He flipped through all the pages, most of them blank, but saw only more of the same.
This isn’t the book I needed.  This is that girl’s diary. He chuckled to himself. Lord of Luck indeed.  Thanks all the same.  He turned to the outside leaf.  It was blank.  I wonder what her name is.